Hey Hey Oh Way Oh I gotta say baby it's driving me crazy You left me out here in the rain the liquor store lady is looking quite wavy the homeless man's begging for change I threw him a buck and said "wish me some luck 'cause my lady she's whylin' at home" He said "Boy don't you know, it's not home you should go, you're better off all on your own." I told him "I'm faded." And patiently waited outside of the store for my cab A smoke and a swig from my bottle of gin and the man disappeared just like that. My cab never came so I stood in the rain, smoking my cigarette down. It wouldn't stop pouring, I said fuck the store and I walked my drunk ass into town. *And I Can't remember The last thing I said (bom bom bom bom) was it I love you? Or I wish you were- I Can't remember The last thing I said (bom bom bom bom) Was it I love you? Or I wish you were dead? Hey Hey Oh Way Oh The town was deserted but it was still early I felt like I shouldn't be here my bottle was done but the night was still young I need me a whiskey and beer The pub was still open I walked through the door and to my surprise inside was packed They said "Come and join us, and order your poison! just kick up your feet and relax!" After some time the sun started to shine And I hailed a cab out of town Driving down Main Street I thought of my baby And wondered if she had calmed down I knocked on the front door but nobody answered so i let my self in the side Much to my horror on the kitchen floor oh My baby she'd OD'd and died... *And I Can't remember The last thing I said (bom bom bom bom) was it I love you? Or I wish you were- I Can't remember The last thing I said

I think it was June 2012, and the last thing that I asked you was Which season of friends is your favourite one? You said 8, and I said same, but you had too much on your plate and to be fair, you thought that he was gunna be the one Fast forward a bit it was cold in the city and I saw you walking down the street you stopped to chat for a minute or two I asked how you'd been, you said great you asked about me and I said same but we both knew, neither one of us was telling the truth *It was the last day of our class together but there's no way that I'm getting off this street car 'cause this might be the last chance I get to sit with you and chat so I'll ride the whole way home with you this one last time I'm still not sure what I missed, I like that tattoo on your wrist should I have called you right away? there was that time you texted me that summer night in 2014 and told me that you didn't have anywhere to stay you showed up with tears in your eyes but assured me you were fine I poured you a drink and you laughed out loud you told me you felt crazy I told you don't be crazy baby you laughed again, grabbed my hand and said I'm all yours now *It was the last day of our class together but there's no way that I'm getting off this street car 'cause this might be the last chance I get to sit with you and chat so I'll ride the whole way home with you this one last time I gotta focus, 'cause I don't know miss and I gotta say I'm feeling pretty hopeless but I'll make sure that you make it home even if it means I can't hang up this phone honestly its me who's heart was broke so baby please won't you just let me know is your boyfriend gone or did you take him back are you wasting my time on these streetcar tracks yea up around the bend we go and I'm staring at you staring out the window I wanna read you mind I wanna know your thoughts I need to know baby if you're feelin me or not I need to know baby if its fucking real or not come home with me baby you can show me what you got and when Im on the streetcar and pass your stop I can't help but think of you *It was the last day of our class together but there's no way that I'm getting off this street car 'cause this might be the last chance I get to sit with you and chat so I'll ride the whole way home with you this one last time

*I found a way to keep me from dying I'm not afraid to make myself whole again I found a way to keep you from crying I can explain how we can be us again I remember you so badly you wanted to be with me And I told you that we should just keep things light And now look at you You don't even want to be seen with me All we do when we're together is fuck or fight I wish I Could go back in time and just tell you no And even though you'd hate me You would see one day that I was right I tried to warn you But you did what you wanted anyway You even fucking put me down For what goes on up in my mind *I found a way to keep me from dying I'm not afraid to make myself whole again I found a way to keep you from crying I can explain how we can be us again You said it didn't matter When I told you I had issues You sat there and you told me that You'd help me get through them all And then when I needed you You just had to be there to hold me Instead you ignored me And that's when I began to fall I fell into a dark place I looked at you begging to help me I still stare at my phone sometimes And wonder if you're gunna call I called it from the get-go, oh This shit with me always ends up the same But now Ive learned my lesson and Put back up all of my walls *I found a way to keep me from dying I'm not afraid to make myself whole again I found a way to keep you from crying I can explain how we can be us again My baby she called me and told me that she had to let me go I told her to let me stay I can fix all of this don't you know Please listen baby I know it sounds crazy but I can make all of this work But my baby she called me and told me she still had to let me go My baby she called me and told me that she had to let me go *I found a way to keep me from dying I'm not afraid to make myself whole again I found a way to keep you from crying I can explain how we can be us again

She sits at home in her quiet little town and she wonders if she'll ever make it out alive I don't know, I don't know girl I really hope you see the whole world So she walks through the streets of her town to the bus stop who knows where she's going this time she don't know, she don't know but she just knows she's got to go so she runs away from her home I guess she really wants to see this world alone and I wonder if she'll ever figure it out but as the bus pulls away I can see her fill with doubt and catch a tear falling from her eye She walks alone in the streets of the city and she wonders how she ever made it here alive but she's alone, she's alone still tryna fix the pain with clubbing, drinking, drugging, taking pills but she must know by now that this pain in her heart is one pain that will never subside so she goes and makes a phone call and she gets what she needs tonight But she's not okay she's had enough we all do stupid shit when we're in love so she goes and makes that phone call home but when no body picks up she decides to go get stoned I catch a tear falling from her eye

Another one disappears Once again I meet my fears I throw another down and I’m by myself You think that I am hurt inside You think that I would fight and cry You’re wrong but that’s ok, so does everyone else I’m not lying when I say that with you I'd be ok it’s the loneliness that crushes me down look at what I’ve sacrificed Paid in full the highest price You’re the only one I want around and sure sometimes I get what I want but the question is if it matters or not all this shit I got, doesn’t fill the spot of you my shitty habits fuck up my life these voices keep me up at night my dreams are when I’m happiest, it’s sad but true cause in my dreams I have my health you’re by my side, my family’s well so I keep my eyes closed shut, as long as I can cause even just the thought of you is better than what I wake up to but that’s ok I don’t expect you to understand I don’t expect you to understand but will the pain and anger stop? I’ve never did believe in god and I don’t know if I ever can One day I might change my mind one day when the sun starts to shine one day ill know myself like the back of my hand stay in my room, trapped in my thoughts singing stories, playing plots heavy clouds surround my songs at night I’d trade my talents to have your time money doesnt fuel my rhyme people make love, but people also fight stories written in the sand your presence slipping from my hands I lost you once, I just can’t lose you again I think thats why it hurts me so Not because you had to go But cause I was your and you were my best friend It’s crazy 7 years have passed I’m sorry that I was such an ass I’m sorry for all those things I wrote online I’m really sorry about that night that I threatened my self with that knife I’m sorry that I lied and told you, I’d be fine I really wish that I could take back The years I treated you like trash I’m sorry I dragged it on for so damn long I should have let you live your life I should have gone away that night I’m sorry that I wrote all of those songs You’re a good person, I am not I’m more fucked up than I thought I fucking hate my self for hating you But I guess that I should wrap this up A Nitrous Gas Intake Erupts I’m sorry for the shit I put you through.

It's fucking cold in this place And I don't think I'm staying the night She likes to scream in my face And remind me nothings alright I got this voice in my head and it won't go away I just want to get some sleep But I stay through the night with the smoke in my chest 'Cause she's all I got left *And now I'm sinking down down Into the deep blue sea With a couple hundred pounds Of concrete on my feet, and I, I don't think that I mind And baby if you see me On the side of the high way Wont you please pullover And ask me if I need a ride 'Cause it might just save my life I'm feeling anxious in this hotel room I really hope my baby gets here soon My body aches, around the room I'm pacing Look in the mirror, but I can't see my face and, There's no knock at the door She just walks right in *And now I'm sinking down down Into the deep blue sea With a couple hundred pounds Of concrete on my feet, and I, I don't think that I mind And baby if you see me On the side of the high way Wont you please pullover And ask me if I need a ride 'Cause it might just save my life

When I'm lyin' in my bed at night I don't wanna grow up Nothin' ever seems to turn out right I don't wanna grow up How do you move in a world of fog That's always changing things Makes me wish that I could be a dog When I see the price that you pay I don't wanna grow up I don't ever wanna be that way I don't wanna grow up Seems like folks turn into things That they'd never want The only thing to live for Is today I'm gonna put a hole in my TV set I don't wanna grow up Open up the medicine chest And I don't wanna grow up I don't wnna have to shout it out I don't want my hair to fall out I don't wanna be filled with doubt I don't wanna be a good boy scout I don't wanna have to learn to count I don't wanna have the biggest amount I don't wanna grow up Well when I see my parents fight I don't wanna grow up They all go out and drinking all night And I don't wanna grow up I'd rather stay here in my room Nothin' out there but sad and gloom I don't wanna live in a big old Tomb On Grand Street When I see the 5 o'clock news I don't wanna grow up Comb their hair and shine their shoes I don't wanna grow up Stay around in my old hometown I don't wanna put no money down I don't wanna get me a big old loan Work them fingers to the bone I don't wanna float a broom Fall in and get married then boom How the hell did I get here so soon I don't wanna grow up

La Da, Lada Dada Da (x4) What did I have to do Why did I lose you What did I have to say To make it all okay She's got the voice and the eyes and the brains and the body I wonder why she's looking at me oddly Oh maybe she saw me once on TV But I aint 'bout to wait around and see Because I'm in California And I love it here Every time of year These summer nights And these city lights Oh oh Drinking on the beach It's not where I'm from But it's home to me And I'll never leave La Da, Lada Dada Da (x4) Wait in lines all day It's snowing in LA Out here in the streets Us between the sheets From the valley to the hills To the beach to the highway This kush and this drink Got me faded feeling sideways Now everyone's calling me From back home But where the fuck were they When I was on my own? Because I'm in California And I love it here Any time of year These summer nights And these city lights Oh oh Drinking on the beach It's not where I'm from But it's home to me And I'll never leave Cause I love it here Any time of year These summer nights And these city lights Oh oh Drinking on the beach It's not where I'm from But it's home to me And I'll never leave